thoughts within me

Buried in too deep.

Posted on: August 29, 2014

I’ve been an ass,
all my life,
jerking my people around.
But now I know,
how it feels,
standing down on the knees.

I’ve been a prick,
a snobbish menace,
making everyone’s life hell.
But now I know,
how it feels,
when your heart’s hurting.

I’ve done so much bad,
thinking about it makes me choke,
so much hurt I’ve spread,
and laughed at it like it was a joke.

You can punish me all you want,
you can hurt me all the same,
you can banish me from your lives,
coz i’m the one to blame.

you can leave me here to wallow
in the guilt that makes me weep.
while I’m wading through my past,
that I’m buried in too deep.

I don’t know if I’m forgivable,
if redemption is my option now,
I’ve been blinded all this time,
but you always cautioned me somehow,

You never gave up on me,
thought I would do good someday,
the more you showed faith in me,
the more I thwarted it away.

I’ve done so much bad,
thinking about it makes me choke,
so much hurt I’ve spread,
and laughed at it like it was a joke.

You can punish me all you want,
you can hurt me all the same,
you can banish me from your lives,
coz i’m the one to blame.

you can leave me here to wallow
in the guilt that makes me weep.
while I’m wading through my past,
that I’m buried in too deep.

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