thoughts within me

Archive for August 2014

I’ve been an ass,
all my life,
jerking my people around.
But now I know,
how it feels,
standing down on the knees.

I’ve been a prick,
a snobbish menace,
making everyone’s life hell.
But now I know,
how it feels,
when your heart’s hurting.

I’ve done so much bad,
thinking about it makes me choke,
so much hurt I’ve spread,
and laughed at it like it was a joke.

You can punish me all you want,
you can hurt me all the same,
you can banish me from your lives,
coz i’m the one to blame.

you can leave me here to wallow
in the guilt that makes me weep.
while I’m wading through my past,
that I’m buried in too deep.

I don’t know if I’m forgivable,
if redemption is my option now,
I’ve been blinded all this time,
but you always cautioned me somehow,

You never gave up on me,
thought I would do good someday,
the more you showed faith in me,
the more I thwarted it away.

I’ve done so much bad,
thinking about it makes me choke,
so much hurt I’ve spread,
and laughed at it like it was a joke.

You can punish me all you want,
you can hurt me all the same,
you can banish me from your lives,
coz i’m the one to blame.

you can leave me here to wallow
in the guilt that makes me weep.
while I’m wading through my past,
that I’m buried in too deep.

An example,
its so ample,
to help you understand.
An example,
its just a sample,
of all the possibilities in hand.

if jargon makes you miserable,
and definitions are not so kind.
Just check out an example,
and you won’t feel left behind.

An example,
its so ample,
to describe something you know.
An example,
its just a sample,
of all the knowledge you can show!

If you find their faces,
confused and lost, sighing in vain,
Just take a known example,
that’s easier to explain.

An example,
its so ample,
keep some handy anyways.
An example,
its just a sample,
of all the ways you can save the day!