thoughts within me

Archive for September 2012

Always keep you word,
to the beast and the bird,
to the lonely one and the herd,
to the bully and the nerd,
always keep your word.


I am knocking at your door,
as you take your time some more,
I just can’t seem to contain,
this heart that beats in vain.

I hear you move around,
as you approach the door,
I see you step outside,
and suddenly I’m so sure.

I an falling in love,
and it feels like heaven.
so blissful I can’t contain
and when you’re not around,
your feelings still remain.

I am stuck in this rut,
whole day sitting on my butt,
nothing feels great,
everytime cursing my fate,

I stroll outside for fresh air,
wondering why life isn’t fair,
even when life’s going good,
I delay doing things I should.

I may be in any location,
doing any occupation,
I feel suffocation
coz i got no motivation!

Instead of knowing myself,
I look around for inspiration,
I push myself too hard and too far,
and end up in perspiration.

I got a card for driving and ration,
but got no card for instigation,
I don’t get into any violation,
I feel no fear, i have no fun,
coz i got no motivation.

When failure knocks me down,
my efforts blow up in my face,
I lay dormant and wear a frown,
feeling hopelessly out of place.
Emotions boil up in my heart,
stagnation spreads in my mind,
I look forward to better life,
guilt pulls me behind.

Amidst all this confusion,
I drown in my frustration,
negative turns my imagination,
pain becomes my new infatuation.
Far away I want to run,
coz i got no motivation.