thoughts within me

Archive for March 2010

don’t make me think
baby don’t make me wait,
don’t make me guess,
or contemplate,
I can’t read your mind,
but perhaps you could read mine,

don’t leave me high,
I want you here,
don’t try to justify,
the way you disappear,
don’t leave me cold,
I need you here,
warm me with your touch,
always be near…

The open sky
spreads over me in an embrace.
The soft touch of the breeze
brushes against me in affection.
The symphony of birds
sings to me and I smile.

Life all this while
has been a drunkard’s game.
you walked into my life;
it does not feel the same.

I see your signature
everywhere, all around me.
I feel you’re here,
right beside me.

I feel your warmth under the sun,
on the sultry streets we walked.
The spattering and the petrichor,
brings back our first memories,
the cold shiver in the winter wind
reminds me of your absence.

A conundrum that life was,
while time carried me along.
you made it so simple to be;
it is with you I belong.

I see your signature
everywhere, all around me.
I feel you’re here,
right beside me.

I wish I could go back,
and find you there,
once again hold you in my arms,
take you to the places you wanted to see,
help you be the person you wanted to be,

I wish I could go back,
and we live our lives as before,
things had finally started to look up,
play in the snow, stroll on the street,
cuddle at night in fireplace’s heat.

I wish I could go back,
and love you even more,
you asked me to be strong,
but guilty I still feel…

Here now wandering alone,
my heart crying in despair,
I wish I could go back and find you there…